THINKING ABOUT WHAT I HAVE ALWAYS KNOWN ...SEING IS A CREATIVE PROCESS NOT A TACTILE SENSATION LIKE HEARING OR TOUCHING IT HAPPENS IN OUR WHOLE SELFS WE CREATE VISON BASED UPON INTERPRETATION  OF THE  NERVE SIGNALS OF WHAT WE CHOOSE HO LET IN OUR EYES AND CONVERT THAT  IN A  CREATIVE WAY TO A INTERPRETATION OF THE NERVE IMPULSES THAT WE LET IN BASED ON WHAT WE THINK WHAT WE FEEL AND WHAT WE BELIEVE.... WE ARE BODY MIND AND SPIRIT NOT JUST BODY ...THIS BODY IS JUST A SCAFFOLD OF SKIN AN WHISKERS WHAT WE SAY IS NOT AS POWERFULL AS WHAT WE THINK... AN WHEN WE PUT OUR THOUGHTS INTO ACTION WE HAVE THE HIGHEST FORM OF EXPRESSION SOOOO CREtATIVITY Bsed on a belief system GUIDES US AS A VISON.... BUT ALSO INHIBITS OUR INTEGRATION AND SPIRITUAL GROWTH SO I BELIEVE WE CONSTANLY HAVE TO REEVALUATE OUR BELIEF SYSTEM AND THAT CAN ONLY BE DONE BY LIVING FULLY IN THE PRESENT AND "SEEING WHAT IS NOW NOT WHAT WAS OR WHAT WILL BE.....AM I CRAZY IF SO I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN CRAZY I THINK NOTI HAVE TAUGHT LIVING IN THE MOMENT BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT I NEEDED TO LEARN..N IT SEEMS SO CLEAR tO ME NOW AS THIS SCAFFOLD  CRUMBLES  MY SPIRIT SOARS IT MAKES NO SENSE OR DOES IT??? ALL I HAVE LEFT IS THIS MOMENT AND I JUST ACCRPT IT WILLINGLY AS A GIFT LEarning o,let go of it to the nextwith one heart i am blessed love and i forgive myself as i forgive all   people for their faultsI CAN SEE REGARDLESS OF MY BODY AND MY MIND I STRIVE TO LIVE FULLY WITH WHAT IS CONSTANLY FORGIVING MYSELF.... THAT IS MY ABILITY TO UNDER STAND NOT BE UNDERSTOOD  I ASK AGAIN AM I CRAZY???"UNRULLY THOUGHTS ARE MORE NUMEROUS THAN THE SANDS OF THE GANGES" MAHATMA GHANDI...
WITH FAITH I AMjerome